FtM Change 2007-2013

2007: I was in that “emo teen” period and had a hard time fitting in anywhere since I started at a new school with no friends and was/had been a bully victim since 1th grade. This was also the time where I was really depressed since I had a feeling something was horribly wrong with me, a feeling I have felt since 4th grade where everyone was starting to divide by gender and I didn’t fit in with the girls.
Luckily I was smart enough to stay away from self harming and stuff like that.

2008: I got some friends but was still struggling to fit in and tried to fit in by dying my hair a lot, make up and so on. The bullying was slowly stopping but i was still depressed since I felt something was horribly wrong.

2009: Last year at school where I had close friends but still confused since I felt something was wrong with me. The bullying also stopped since everyone got older.

2010: Started at a new school where I found more friends and people got more open minded. I also discovered transsexuals and finally found out this feeling I had been having since childhood.

2011: I started coming out to everyone, but got harassed a lot by the teachers, but i gave them hell back.

2012: New class with a lot of open-minded people, including the teachers.

2013: Now with my name legally changed i’m Ludwig H. Larsen, soon starting on testosterone!.